Shattered
He was lucid today, at least for a little while, pieces of him shining through. I could smile to know somewhere insiade all that darkness he's still there. Then it comes to a realisation that whatever is left of him, is drowning slowly.
I have cried every night for the last 2 weeks, had to watch him suffer, trapped inside whatever nightmare he's in. It's funny he was always afraid of letting that darkness free, letting the nightmare he worked so hard to keep under wraps. And now, now my little one you've become his nightmare, it's you that hunts him, I read his reports. Partly because it's my job, largerly because I care for this guy so fucking deeply I'm ashamed of what I'VE done to him. I started this chain reaction.
But there's always one constant as he twists and turns during the night, cries in his sleep, screams in pain, it's your name he's crying out. You are the one hunting him now. And I put you on that path, I created his biggest nightmare, so now I have to watch him suffer as punishment. It's a matter of time, but he'll break, and then whatever is left will just be gone.
I have cried every night for the last 2 weeks, had to watch him suffer, trapped inside whatever nightmare he's in. It's funny he was always afraid of letting that darkness free, letting the nightmare he worked so hard to keep under wraps. And now, now my little one you've become his nightmare, it's you that hunts him, I read his reports. Partly because it's my job, largerly because I care for this guy so fucking deeply I'm ashamed of what I'VE done to him. I started this chain reaction.
But there's always one constant as he twists and turns during the night, cries in his sleep, screams in pain, it's your name he's crying out. You are the one hunting him now. And I put you on that path, I created his biggest nightmare, so now I have to watch him suffer as punishment. It's a matter of time, but he'll break, and then whatever is left will just be gone.
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