Why Would You

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He put the world on the line for you, and you stab him through the heart? I don't get it. I thought you love him? Thought you wanted to see the dark within and to help him thrive?

It was strange to watch, a man who had lost everything, his whole world ripped from him, and honestly because of you. But he didn't care he just wanted you, I watched the two sides evolve and the grey fade away. You took the pieces and put them together. You made him work, the darkness grew but instead of it poisoning him like before, being tucked away and hidden, you let it thrive, gave it life to and made him whole in a way I've not seen. He was happy, and ready to face the world.

One act, one choice and everything you built you tore away and buried. It wasn't slow like before watching him fall apart piece but a sudden instant collapse. You should have put that knife across his throat and took his life, it would have been more humane than the tortured shattered shell of what exists in his place. He wont come back this time, when he finds that one last spark of strength, and he will, we all lose him!

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